Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Frustrating In Making Decision

Hi, this is the first time i updated my blog after getting my SPM result.
Ai, just can't believe i get such terrible result, since everybody is expecting me to get more than that. Yet, i can't even mention how many A's i get for SPM when someone turned up to ask me about it. Perhaps i was the only fault, who doesn't get well prepare for such important exam.

Sad to be said, I parents even disappointed on me, as they thought i was the cleverest between all my siblings. Ha, ha...... Sometimes i really thought that myself was the worst, but eventually my parents say so to make me more determined on my studies.


Now, i just can't make my mind to do any decisions for my future. I don't know want to study, either Form 6 or A' Levels. Just because of my terrible result, private colleges can only afford to give me half scholarship. So sad......... But my parents advise me to study Form 6 because it is the only way to enter public university, yet, most of them say that Form 6 is the toughest subject in the world. Probably it is the truth that delaying your overseas education will certainly saves up your money, putting you in a more stronger financial position.

Ahh, maybe it is the time for me to learn make- decision capability for my future. My parents can't forced me to study, as all of you know, i use to be an iron head and sometimes even turned off my ears from people s' advice. Presumably this is the reason for my failure most of the time.

Just glad that i get some advise from my siblings and parents. I had decided to study Form 6 , and probably will be studying in Sentosa if i had not mistaken. But i just feel a bit boring studying in the same school again . For your reference, the school compound was in bad condition, even the toilet....... just can't even know how to mention, the aroma of ammonia really make nausea and disgusting......... But of course, the teacher who has wise experience in dedicating the young generation is the reason for me to pursue my secondary education in this school.



Nevertheless, i hope that all of us will have a bright future. No one will know either our decision making is right or wrong, as none of us can see the future. So, I just hope that listening to my parents' advise is the best decision that i can make. As the saying goes, it's always your attitude not your aptitude that determines your altitude in life.

Thanks u girls who give me advise on pursuing what to study. I think i had make a decision for my future.






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