Frustrating In Making Decision

Hi, this is the first time i updated my blog after getting my SPM result.
Ai, just can't believe i get such terrible result, since everybody is expecting me to get more than that. Yet, i can't even mention how many A's i get for SPM when someone turned up to ask me about it. Perhaps i was the only fault, who doesn't get well prepare for such important exam.

Sad to be said, I parents even disappointed on me, as they thought i was the cleverest between all my siblings. Ha, ha...... Sometimes i really thought that myself was the worst, but eventually my parents say so to make me more determined on my studies.


Now, i just can't make my mind to do any decisions for my future. I don't know want to study, either Form 6 or A' Levels. Just because of my terrible result, private colleges can only afford to give me half scholarship. So sad......... But my parents advise me to study Form 6 because it is the only way to enter public university, yet, most of them say that Form 6 is the toughest subject in the world. Probably it is the truth that delaying your overseas education will certainly saves up your money, putting you in a more stronger financial position.

Ahh, maybe it is the time for me to learn make- decision capability for my future. My parents can't forced me to study, as all of you know, i use to be an iron head and sometimes even turned off my ears from people s' advice. Presumably this is the reason for my failure most of the time.

Just glad that i get some advise from my siblings and parents. I had decided to study Form 6 , and probably will be studying in Sentosa if i had not mistaken. But i just feel a bit boring studying in the same school again . For your reference, the school compound was in bad condition, even the toilet....... just can't even know how to mention, the aroma of ammonia really make nausea and disgusting......... But of course, the teacher who has wise experience in dedicating the young generation is the reason for me to pursue my secondary education in this school.



Nevertheless, i hope that all of us will have a bright future. No one will know either our decision making is right or wrong, as none of us can see the future. So, I just hope that listening to my parents' advise is the best decision that i can make. As the saying goes, it's always your attitude not your aptitude that determines your altitude in life.

Thanks u girls who give me advise on pursuing what to study. I think i had make a decision for my future.

Complaining........

Today is my first holiday again after working for a month in Popular.

Eah, just forget want i had been done this month.
Maybe nothing useful but just fully-occupied my time.

Anyway, i felt more freedom now than working in that stupid Popular for long hours starting from 11a.m to 10p.m. Can you imagine working for nine hours non-stop!!!!
Haiz, working in Popular is no fun at all. All you need to do is housekeeping, and what else you think??Wrapping books lah.
Only for sooooo little salary, i don't know why i actually can struggle for so long!!! Even I had been scolded for doing something silly mistake on the last day.(yesterday)

Oh ya, i think Xue Li had did the right choice for rejecting the part-time vacancy in Popular. Congratulate!!!


Frankly speaking, i hate their rules. No hand phone, no reading books........ Isn't that sound really awful!!!
How can your employee satisfied with your stuipid rules. Why they can't even read a story book even though there was no customer! What even worst is they fully -occupied your precious time! Forced to work on public holiday too!!! Isn't that sound too bad when you saw others shop till you drop but in contrast, you work till you dead!! Somemore no extra allowance! They was neither friendly nor considerate. They asked me reason when i turn off to work one day.

For me, i just make life story that reasonable to them! What other else is they even deducted my salary!


So, u girls must remember my advise, better don't work for a Chinese company that exist for many years. Especially Popular.This is because they know how to take advantage on their employees. Unless u don't have other choices..... take note.....


By the way, i felt a bit boring today. Just hope to get another job that offer high salary!!!! But i want short working hours too!!!
Anyway, SPM result will be release soon. I hope to get flying colours in my result. But i think is impossible. But i hope to meet u gilrs on that day.

Good Luck and have a nice day!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SPM Will Be Release

Hi girls, how is your feeling? Feeling anxious, depression, happy or even eager to know your result? SPM result Will be release on the 12Th of March. For me, I just hope that my hardship will paid off.

By the way,we must keep in mind that no matter how is the result, we must accept it with an opened-heart. Ahyoooo........ i just realized that I presumably will not get an A for my English. Sad to say that I probably digress from the subject. Feeling a bit stress now, I don't know want to do if my prediction is right. Just hoping that God can save me. *feeling a bit guilty*

Accounting is my worst subject. I can't manage to get an A for this subject. If i does, i definitely will pray for God. However, no one will know what will happen the next hour, minute or second. So, we must make sure that every thing we do is in conscience. For sure, an unforgivable sin will have retribution.

May i wish U Good Luck for your SPM result!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hope to see u girls cheerfully at the school compound on this coming Thursday!

See U............... Bye! Bye!

Working Drive Me Crazy

How time flies!!!!!!! Frankly speaking, I can't believed that I had been working in Popular for almost a month already. But still need to struggle for three more days to complete my one month part-time vacancy.

Wrapping books and housekeeping is my duty for everyday work. Not to said that it is a difficult task, but it really drive me crazy. Can u imagine that u must wrap almost 200 of comics books in 2 hours? I think is really stupid to do such thing as each book only cost about RM4.90. Besides, housekeeping is even worst!!!!!! I need to arrange all the topsy-turvy books from shelf to shelf, including English, Chinese and Stationary department.
Sometimes I even accidentally hurt myself with the cutter while I was rushing to hell in able to complete my "wrapping Books" job.

Hai, hai, hai .........No one will know how was my feeling, nothing much i can change but just able to growl from day to night.

Somehow, i just managed to use up my spare time more profitably. Sad to be said, working is definitely not an easy job. From the first day u started working, u presumably will find out that studying in school is much more fun and joyfully.
It's really simple to find out the truth, the best way is to take up an part-time job and u will know whether i am cheating u or not. By the way, I hope u girls will have a more memorable experience and challenges while studying in your high school.


For me, I just hoping that time will fly even more faster even though i knew that it is impossible . Need to said "aiyoh" again, as sometimes i can't stand with those customer who behaved so illiterate and annoying. There kept on asking those stupid question, like" How much is the calculator ?" I don't know whether they can't see the price tag that sticked just in front of the box or they just purposely ask to attact your attention. Nevertheless, it is my job to serve them. But as a retail assistant like me, it is not worth working in Popular as the salary is sooooo less and even forced to work for looong hours.


Supposedly, I need to endure more hardship when i faced this challenging world. May i say hardship will paid off , rather than just waiting acheivement to arrive soon. By the way, i just hope that i can continue my study as soon as possible.

Actually, I am scared that i will forget all the bio and physics terms and add maths that drive me to crazy. Rusting my brain for three months is probably not what i had expected before that. So, i hope u girls will appreciate your lovely school life.

"Wait,wait,wait"

"Patient, patient,patient"

All i have to do is be patient and wait for these coming three days to complete my job.

May i update my blog after i have complete the job. See u girls.

Chinese New Year Celebration

Chinese New Year had just passed away a few days ago. One thing even make me sad was I started working on " chap gor mei" ( last day for CNY ) . Even though CNY can get lots of angpao, but not much money instead, I felt dam bored ..........

Staying in my aunt's house with my grandmother was so boring,boring and boring...... This is because my aunt went to K.L , but we went to J.B instead. Not to say that staying and visiting my grandmother once a year was not happy, but just not as flexible as at home. Nothing much else I can do, just can watch TV, playing Mahjong and eating cookies. Can you imagine......... doing the same things for 4 days in peoples' house.

Perhaps our relation with my aunt was getting worst, coz we go back once in a blue moon. But luckily our angpao money was still the same. Anyway, I got to visit my uncle's house near Danga Bay. The house was totally cheap accompanied by fully build-in cabinet. What even more amazing was the sea view. We could saw the ship sailing along the sea, even the beautiful sunset was fantastic and marvelous.

Got to say Happy Chinese New Year again to u guys although it had just passed away recently. Just hope that we will wait for another CNY arriving soon.

By the way, i need to inform u guys about my driving test. I just passed my test last Tuesday and i got my P-license. Just thanks God. I had an stomachache on that day and i was so nervous. I went to the toilet twice before my turn. What more even worst was i get the lousy car. I restart my car for few times during the uphill test and tried to get rid of the test as soon as possible. I even took almost 2 minute to went up the hill.

Really thanks God once again for not letting my 250bucks run off again. Maybe, I'm really loooong-minded. I hope Mei Hoong u will past your test successfully. U know, it really hurts if u redo the test again. Not even wasting time, but even wasting money too. So, don't let your test overcome your confident.

For u guys who passed the driving test, i need to congratulate u. But if u guys haven do your test yet, i wish u good luck. Be confident of yourselves, don't give any "rasuah" to those invigilator again.

Even after all, Malaysia is a "rasuah" heaven............

Bread Of The Queen

Bread, one of a common starch food that provide carbohydrate to human is found everywhere. However, can you imagine how many person in this world like to eat bread more than abalone? I think none of them. Frankly speaking, I am the only one who love bread so much. Munching a piece of bread in my mouth is an incredible feeling. Though I find myself quite weird however, it is difficult to explain.

Smelling the aroma of bread, eating the fine texture of bread and swallowing the bread down to my throat is amazing. Only the best bread can provide that feeling.

That's why I'm getting fatter and fatter. Oh, my God. Sorry to say that. I'm deeply sorry for my fans who love brad too. Scared that you get fat for eating too much Bread!!!!!!!

"Bread Story", "Bread Talk", "Baker's Cottage"

All these bread shop is the tastiest bread that I had tasted.

Thanks u guys to be my fans, love to eat bread as me. Hopefully, I will own a bread shop in the future. Customer who come to visit my shop will be given discount. Perhaps in the future, I will be the real " Bread Of The Queen"........

Chinese New Year Resolution

Bread of The Queen Resolution in 2009

1. Continue a higher level education as soon as possible
2. Access to computer more professionally
3. Get more angpao money
4. Organize a gathering with my secondary 's mate
5. Able to pass my driving test successfully
6. Able to calm down and tackles all the problem
7. Be a millionaire ,-" impossible "
8. Owned a bread shop in the future
9. Be a professional badminton player
10. Have an opportunities to travel worldwide

Hey, if u guys are reading this , u can help me to fulfill resolution number 4 . Hope to see u as soon as possible. Just a bit of nostalgia. No, I think we better online more often to stay in contact.Anyway, I hope to have a visit to Cik Kok's house with u guys during this coming Chinese New Year.

2009 is the Year Of Golden OX
The bull is an icon in Chinese tradition that embodies sheer strength and determination to progressively charge towards 2009 by reaping luck, prosperity and goodwill with more positive experience, energy and dynamism.

Hope u guys have a Happy Chinese New Year!!!!!!!
Let's usher in a year of health and abundance together!!!
Don't forget to get more angpao money!!!!!